Wednesday, August 5, 2015


Addicted, I am to the thoughts
To the concept of suffering
Defiantly I resist all relief
Not to let go of the misery
In the filthy pool of self-pity
I wallow incessantly
I wait for the wave of tears
Between now and nether
Ridden in the guilt of joy
I refrain from the happy
Addicted I am to the pain
The soul wrenching kind